metamorphosis

ladeeda

2006-12-24T04:20:00.000+08:00

Its been so long since I last blogged!!! And what am I doing back here?!!? Because I'm soo bored.. and a lil lonely i guess.. anyway I ain't gonna talk about about what you missed since my last post.. I'm just gonna talk about random stuff that comes to my head till I feel sleepy.

Christmas eve is today! (the time now is 4.33am) I guess I've got plans.. but.. the funny thing is I don't know why it still feels like I'm alone. I just hope I won't spread that feeling to the people around me later. I guess I've just been alone for awhile.. but the awareness especially strikes when it's a special occasion (or at least that's my theory). By alone I mean spending time making love to my TV and my bolster most of the time.. not to mention dota-ing.

Speaking of dota. Truth is I'm trying to stop I guess.. no real reason why except that I'm tired of that shitty lifestyle. No dota is probably why I'm here typing out rubbish to entertain myself!

If you want some good christmas carols: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvJvKyKBh-Q and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTBZJWZoNvY.
(Although I doubt anybody would read this before christmas ends.)
The first is the song is All I want for Christmas is you by MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. The second is Last Christmas by BUSTED. Been listening to the one by my chemical romance for like the thousandth time. It makes me feel so damn shiok listening to it. Please please please listen to it. I'm even listening to it while typing this shit out!

Dilemmas. I guess your faced with them most of your life. Should I stop trying to figure them out? Or should I try to be more decisive? You see, another dilemma. I guess maybe I should adopt the mentality of someone I know, just live happy, have fun, and forget about these.. not-enjoyable stuff (that last part about not-enoyable stuff was my own)

At least one thing I do know is that I need to get something constructive for myself to do in the new year. Get back to work and giving tuiton is definitely one of them. This month I took $1000 from my mom on stupid stupid stupid unecessary expenses like clothes and drinking and cab. I really feel lousy because of that. Another thing which I'm less sure about achieving is learning muai thai. Glen sorta brought up the idea and I guess it might be just what I need to keep fit (and attractive) and waste time.

I really hope xmas eve is gonna be a blast for me.. somehow I've been looking forward to it, and yet been a little nervous about it too. Hm.. i guess it's comparable to the feeling you get when you're about to partake in some important event or competition and you're expected to do well by your coach, friends, family, etc.. except this time the expectations are from myself.

Good.. I'm starting to get a little tired. Maybe I can end this blog before 5am. :) Hmmm... Okay work brain.. think of a little more stuff to talk about.. work it.. work it..

Okay my brain is shutting off. But it's not time yet.. I guess it's like sex.. you have to keep trying till the end if not it won't come (pun intended). I gotta keep typing till I'm tired enough to just lie on my bed and sleep within a few seconds. I know! I'll type out the lyrics to the carols I'm listening to. I always wanted to remember them anyway. The people who wrote those songs are seriously GENIUSES. apologies in case i'm starting to make less sense as this entry goes on..

ALL I WANT FOR XMAS IS YOU
I don't want alot for xmas..
there is just one thing i need..
i don't care abt the presents underneath the xmas tree..
i just want you for my own..
more than you could ever know..
make my wish come true.. baby..
all i want for xmas.. is.. you...

I don't want alot for xmas..
there is just one thing I need.. and i..
don't care about the presents underneath the xmas tree..
I don't need to hang my stocking way above the fireplace..
santa clause won't make me happy even with the joy of xmas day..
I just want you for my own..
more than you could ever know..
make my wish come true..
all i want for xmas is you.

I won't ask for much this xmas..
I won't even wish for snow..
I'm just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe.
I won't even keep a list i'm sending.. to the nuff nuff smth smth..
blablabla

cos i just want you here tonight..
holding onto me so tight..
wtf..

I just realized its this song that's making me feel so emo abt xmas. wtf.
okay i can't continue. sleep. merry christmas everyone.

wanjun's new blog

2006-03-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

Check this out. :)

Wan Jun's blog :)

new!!!

Belated Christmas

2005-12-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas! Too busy so i didn't blog for duddy. I dunno what the hell he is doing also. Ok. I guess he is dota-ing again. Duddy spent Christmas eve and Christmas at my house and we played dota through the night. Well, to be exact, he played through the night, I was watching only. Each time I want to play,

Duddy: "Eh i help you to play the first part first la, you also dunno how to play."
Me: "ok lo" (I don't know what is refusal in every moments like this)

In the end, he will be playing the whole game as he goes on telling me how difficult the opponents are and that he should 'help' me play. How brilliant right? Although We did nothing much on a special occasion like Christmas but i was glad we had each other and oh! We watched Ocean Eleven! Love you baby. Anyway 2 nice movies up this month --- "king king" and "Chronicles of Narnia". Both are good but i prefer King Kong. I was readin the papers the other day on how they made the movie, it is exactly the same like Lord of the Rings (LOTR). The supposedly big Kong is actually like 20 times smaller in real? Amazing. I am so into movies making!!! Hear my name in the Hollywood 10 years down!! I was just dreaming alright. Anyway Bree was just 'showing off" to me her new PINK Motorola Razor phone. It is so cool la... I SOOOO want to get it too! All pinky, even the bluetooth earpiece is pink too!

Here is a picture of it.

Everyone say "WOW".
Ya, so nice right? Bree's bf got it for her for Christmas! So sweet. *Ahem*, I wonder where is duddy.
Oh well, Year 2006 is coming soon: new year, new wishes, new boyfriend? Ok, everything I said counts except for the latter. Happy New Year everyone!!! =)

Wan Jun (the great)

Wheeee

2005-12-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ho Ho Ho. Merry Christmas... I love you baby. =)

Wan Jun

Pictures!!

2005-12-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

With many thanks to Mel, i have the pictures of Sentosa Outing on Sunday!!

Pictures posted by Wan Jun. DUDLEY IS MISSING!!!

DUDLEY THE BLOGGER IS MISSING!!!

2005-12-12T00:59:00.001+08:00

Ahem.... It has been awhile since the update. This is definitely not Dudley. I am his girlfriend-cum-best friend-cum-maid-cum-homework checker, WanJun. Unlucky me who suffered the wrath of Dudley. -_-

So what has Duddy been doing?
1. DOTA-ing (hardcore gaming as though he is gonna top the game)
2. Neglecting schoolwork
3. Dating with WanJun (ahem, that is inevitable if not i will scream off my head)
4. Finaly, still DOTA-ing.

Sounds so sad isn't it. Duddy has been spending most of his time with ~~Betty Pang~~ BEN PANG gaming. Oh well, i have to admit that the game is terribly FUN! I am serious. If you have the time, play it. A total addiction!I say terrible because bfs can ignore their gfs for the game. Likewise, all gfs can do the same!

OK. October. And so, 15th of October was a nice day for me. Cuz it's my 18th Birthday. Thanks all who celebrated with me, I had loads of fun! This is one of the most memorable birthday i ever had. And of course, not forgetting to thank Dudley who spent a lot of time and also money on me that day. I felt like a QUEEN that day! Well, that's all for October and oh yes! Dudley spent the whole of his holidays teaching tuition. CAN YOU LIKE IMAGINE? Dudley as a teacher? No way but hey! Impossible is nothing. No messing around during his classes.

November. School started. Year 2 is such a bi***. SO many million things awaiting me and what is dudley doing? *PEEPS* Haiz. Still DOTA-ing. With who else but ben pang and jason lim. Two bad influences (ok, i am kidding). Duddy wanted to give me a surprise by buying two SAW II movie tickets but it failed. I found out evetually (let's not go into details). But anyway, the movie is horribly interesting. Why horribly interesting. The show evoked many screamings and fear but yet, the shots and plots were fabulous. No jump cuts, nice shots and no boom in frame. I would give it 6 stars out of 5. Go on and watch but people with Asthma or heart diseases, please stay away from the show. Like i said, it it may be too shocking!

And yes, December. The Long Awaited month of the year, All for Christmas, the season of love and joy! Anyway, me, dudley, Mel and Ben Pang went Sentosa today, there was no sun and *whispers* no cute guys around but the new luge ride was extremely FUN! I repeat, EXTREMELY FUN! We took this chairlift up the mini hill and the experience blew me off totally. Our legs were dangling in the air and the supposedly safety rail on front of us could be lifted up easily! Oh my. Dudley was squinting his eyes all the while - "NO. The sun is too bright la". That was the reason he gave. We all understand Dudley. Yea right. Anyway we went uphill and came down with the luge (some car). The speeding down of the hill with the luge was thrilling and apparently, dudley had too many things with him on the luge which made him move so slow (or maybe time to lose some weight my dear). It was helluva fun and it will cost $5 per head if you go in groups of 4. Pictures will be here like the next entry.

In short, the 2 months was rather fruitful and exciting. There will be more to come especially when X-mas and Chinese New Year is arriving. Merry Christmas! =)

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2005-10-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

strange this feeling..
doubts fill the air..
unsure i am..

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My life is brilliant.

2005-09-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

New job today. Make a guess.. Let me give you some clues.
I fake my identity as i speak to strangers. I ask misleading questions to get information off my clients for my company. I put on different voices everytime I speak. The company even prepares scripts for others like me, so that we have an easier time decieving our victims. If my true identity is found out, my contract is.. terminated.

lol.

I am a.. *drumroll* TELEMARKETER!
Ya, well, I am serious about the secret identity thing. I'm supposed to be a secret agent for the company (yes exactly like James Bond).
I'm paid to test their customer service operators on their politeness and how well they know their company product/service. :)

I gave tuiton today. As it's the holidays, I extended my tuiton to 2 hrs (from the old 1 and a half hrs). The moment I arrived at the tuiton house, my mom told me that my tuitonee's mother intended to replace me soon as she felt that his grades were not improving.
So anyway I continued to teach the boy, and wondered when he was gonna open his mouth and tell me that he wasn't satisfied with me. Little boy just has to complain to mommy doesn't he.
So anyway I approached him about it.. and in the end he told me the words 'I don't know anything about it, I will talk to my mother'

Next thing I know, my mom calls and tells me that his mother wants to kick out the other english tutor teaching him because he said that he likes me. :)

Okay gotta slp already. 5 hrs plus of sleep left..
How am I gonna survive work tomorrow..

P.S always loving you wanjun.

disastrous semester

2005-09-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

The exams were horrible.. didn't study for two papers and walked out with nothing on my answer sheet. This semester wasn't that great academic-wise la.. too slack. Oh well. There's always next sem.

The SMRT people didnt call me back after submitting my form on the last day of registration. I guess it's my fault for passing it up at 10pm. They probably collected everything in the afternoon or something. hai. There's always next year.

Last night my gf, jason, jason's sister, jason's gf, jason's gf's fren and me played our first post-exam celebratory mahjong game. The first few rounds were played in the company of 'the phone' (a korean horror ghost story) playing in the background. After a few screamings and what not during the North Wind (dong feng), my strategy of making everyone distracted and myself staying focused didn't seem to work. I always lost while being one or two tiles away from 4 or 5 levels (tai). This carried on for one pot (game) until my gf and I joined forces against Jason and Co. With the combined forces of my spectactular attacking skill and my gf's defending skill.. we still lost. Hai.. nvm. There's always next time.

Stakes - 10/20 per level.
Total Personal Damage - $15

It's okay. Professionals aren't where they are by winning all the way. I'll continue to train hard and with determination and perseverance, I will be NUMBER ONE.

Updates:

Been eating quite a few mooncakes lately. heavenly..
Pictures from the ICE WONDERLAND are coming soon..
Might be moving next month..

Okay gotta get ready for my first ice skating lesson with my gf and the gang.

Stay tuned.

short entry gotta rush off

2005-09-11T14:35:00.000+08:00

I remember my dream. My mom was showing me this very cool digicam.. which looks like the sony cybershot.. except that it was a korean brand.. she told me my dad won 4D.. and it's like a 5 digit sum.
I hate waking up to dreams like these.

After my tuiton I think I'm going down to bugis to study or something before meeting up at my gf's dad's place for bbq dinner and free use of the ice wonderland! Today's the closing day and she invited her frens and my frens over. I'll see whether I can get a few pictures and paste them here.

I have put a sound clip (thanks to my new-found dreamweaver skill learnt during this sem). Credits go to ben pang for sending it to me.

6 more days to freedom.

2005-09-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

Today I really did a lot of things. Woke up and rushed to tuiton at 11.30am.. den went for my other tuiton at 3pm.. hai. It was my last tuiton with the 3pm tuiton student today. He told me, 'my new teacher is more standard then you." I will never forget those words.

After tuiton I rushed down to orchard to meet glen and ol aquaintance, remus. We ate subway at cine.. then my gf came and i ate pastamania with her.. then we went outta cine and got a few free drinks from those drink promoters. Marigold fruit juice wassit?

There's this new push-cart stall at cine.. which has like.. something to do with plastic laminations attached to your handphone/camera/mp3player/whatever. I think it's called beauty wrap. It is quite a cool idea. You can choose from a variety of different designs.. and then ask the guy to put it onto your handphone/camera/mp3player/whatever.. it covers everything.. from the screen to the buttons. They claim that it protects from wear and tear and scratches, the weather, it's water resistant etc. I think it's the next ridiculously-popular-but-short-lasting-craze since bubble tea (actually I'm still crazy about bubble tea). 9 outlets so far.. I bet it's gonna be super famous very soon.

check this out at www.gmask.com.sg
the gallery of designs in their website is around one tenth of what they really have.

Afterthat I bought a box of mooncakes to satisfy my seasonal lust for them. I chose white lotus with egg.. :) No durian, greentea, snowskin for me. I like em original. $22.60 for four normal sized mooncakes! (Please tag and tell me where u can get cheaper ones if u know)

Maybe some of you have had the good fortune of eating mooncakes all your life, I'm sorry, as a non-chinese I don't have such privileges. I don't get angpao during chinese new year, and i don't get mooncakes during mooncake festival, and sometimes I get the occasional hawkers who try to cheat my money when I buy nasi lemak.

Later I went down to the ice-cream shop and bought a scoop of ice-cream for my girlfriend. Bryan is nice enough to add another scoop of coffee ice-cream on the house. I don't know whether they really earned a lot from us when we sold their ice-cream, or whether he's trying to be nice, or whether he's gay (no la last one is really unlikely.. i know a gay guy when I see one) If it isn't ice-cream.. he's giving me snapple.. and if it isn't snapple.. it's stella artois.

My girlfriend caught me today. She saw my hidden stash of cigarettes on top of my cupboard. Hai. I know smoking is bad, but I guess I've come to a stage where it's really difficult to totally stop. I only smoke when I shit. And that's like an average of once every two days.. or everyday. I mean is once a day really that harmful? I know it's not very healthy inhaling tar and nicotine and whatever.. but it's like one stick a day. I mean it's not like half a pack.. or one third a pack.. it's one-twentieth a pack. I know I can be stick-free for a few days.. but i guess I can't totally stop for now.. I did it for two weeks.. and the kick comes when you smell that damn awful cigeratte smell coming from some stupid smoker at the bus stop.. and the thing is.. that awful smell just feels so.. tempting. Maybe it's all just excuses from a.. semi-addict.

I'm typing this out because I know you'll read this and you won't let me tell you this. Just want to let you know it isn't intentional and that I'm sorry my darlin.

a stick a day, keeps my shit away..
HEHEHE.

LOVE YA BABY.

blaw exam over.. 3 more to go..

2005-09-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

Here I am sitting in front of my com at 1.45am.. I'm super tired.. slept ard 3 hrs last night cos i was mugging for the business law exam this morning and only had a 2hr plus nap just now. I thought I was gonna get good grades but i wasn't able to complete my revision.. After adding up the class participation percentage together with the project and first test percentage.. I realized I needed to pass today's exam so that I won't have to repeat it.. In conclusion, if I manage to pass the module.. it's definitely through the skin of my teeth.. hope the teacher gives me extra sympathy marks so that I won't have to see his face again.

After the exam went to help my flatmate with some surveys and continued to play pool with ben and jason. Played 9 ball and I guess Jason is damn irritated that he lost to me many times because of my tyco-ness. Keep calling my shots "6 pocket ball" because the ball will rebound here and there and go into some pocket. After awhile he want to try other strategies like snooking me till I foul 3 times.. Anyway moral of the story is that we should just stick to 8 ball so that he wun kbkp so much.

I ate macdonald's today. I ate macs for breakfast while studying at 6am. I ate macs for lunch on the way back home after pool.. and I ate macs for dinner-cum-supper at 12am. Nowadays they keep talking about how fresh and healthy their food is and etc.. but I don't know.. I don't feel healthy leh. I think I really need to cut down on that.

Today my flatmate and her mom are like telling me to go korea and be a model or something. wah it seriously doesn't get boring when people call me 'shuai'. During the holidays I think i go expand my wardrobe a little and take care of my skin and work out. Okay.. those are my holidays resolutions.

Okay that's that. gotta get up at 11am tomorrow for tuiton. cya.

like my new revamp?

2005-09-09T01:40:00.000+08:00

Oooh.. check out the new design.. check out the black and white.. check out the babe and her dog below.. check out the word.. simplicity.. i love it i love it all and I owe 90% of it to my lovely girlfriend.

I know I haven't blogged for awhile.. was a little busy and a little lazy and a little.. uninterested i guess. But now all that has changed cos the ever-so-exciting-(i-hope) holidays are coming.

Anyway, a little update since my last entry-

sold ice cream at school. it was fine. earnings are confidential.
got a new korean flatmate.. she's here on some work thing.. learning more about the Singapore fashion
my hair grew
o ya. i got kicked out of the monopoly thing.

That's about all for the little updates.

Stayed over at jason's house last night. Past few days been studying for the blaw exam which is in like 7plus hours time from now. (I'm taking a short break to blog and let my mind rest) Luckily I've like covered half of it already.. the rest is mostly memorizing all the legal principals..

After the exams I'm gonna be playing mahjong and working to go shopping most of the time. can't wait.

I'm moving outta the condo by october.. my korean flatmate said his mom thinks the rent is too high.. so we're moving to a hdb somewhere.. well i'm okay with anything.. before i move out i really want to tan and use the gym at least once.

Okay. back to my books.

good luck to me..

:)

2005-08-15T03:30:00.000+08:00

Monopoly wasn't good. Got declared bankrupt the first round of the semi-finals. :) It's alright la. Really didn't have luck . Lousy cheapskate land.. stupid opponent who made a stupid trade and realized he was stupid and then he decided to be more stupid by refusing me good trades as he decided that he was going to lose and he took my lands with them.
It's ok. I'm over it. Better luck next year.

Today can't really sleep.. actually when I started I wasn't sleepy.. but now a little bit la. Write a little more rubbish before I rest. Hm.. I lost my hp again. :) Don't ask la. Hopefully I can get a new SIM card tomorrow evening.. till then.. my sweet sweet gf lent me her hp for the night.. I already analyzed her phone book and inbox and outbox and not to mention incoming and outgoing calls.. and it's safe to say that she is quite a faithful gf la. lol. :) i lup lup you.

Few days ago, I found out some ppl didnt really like me.. actually most of the time I can't be bothered about such people.. but in the end it's like quite a few ppl so I guess was affected to an extent la. Sometimes I wonder why people go around talking bad about each other when they don't even know that person. Nevermind la. I don't want to bitch in public. :) I will continue with my motto- I know myself is good enough.. all u sluts who like to kah ppl's lan cheow wei can kiss my ass. (learnt that from bt.. hope it's spelt right)

Today bought mahjong tiles and a mahjong table from chinatown.
tiles - $40
table - $55

:) my flatmate paid for it first and I'm paying him back like in 2 weeks. Damn fun.. Didn't get to play all 4 winds yet.. but still played enough games to make me happy.

Actually was a little stressed a few days back..
accounts test a few days ago..
tuiton is getting a little more troublesome to manage..
macro test tomorrow..
business law project due on wed..
mwa flash test and project due on thursday.. re-test on dont know when.. wda project due don't know when also..

But after doing a little proper organizing.. it's much better..
gonna study macro first thing I wake up tomorrow..
already fixed the tuiton dates.. plan to buy assessment books for them.. they learn more and i teach less.
business law project already gonna finish after meeting for discussion today.
mwa project also much less stressful as I decided to split the work among everyone instead of insisting on doing it myself.
:)

k la it's a boring entry.. dun matter.. just wana waste time and let you.. the very eng reader.. be a little entertained.. ok I'm tired.. actually just now tired already.. that's y the entry a little.. wierd i guess......

Macro test.. here i come..

stressed cant slp la

2005-08-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

Today I joined the monopoly compy.
I'm the 4th highest earner and I got a place in the semi finals tomorrow.
I'm fucking stressed now.
I can't slp and it's gonna be 4am and i gotta go to the compy at 1am.
Makes me regret choosing the 1pm slot instead of the 2.15pm slot.
Today I went into the heats composed and confident.
Now I feel like fuck cos I'm damn not motivated.
I don't want to go into the semi finals feeling what im feeling now, like im gonna get kicked out.
My girlfriend is angry at me and my friends are sleeping and nobody is worth talking to on msn.
That's why I decided to turn to you my dear friend mr.blog.
What should I do?
I hope tomorrow I land on mayfair and parklane on my first 2 rounds.
Then I will build hotels and kick everyone's ass.
Then I know I'm gonna get into the finals and walk around the giant life-sized monopoly board like an idiot.
At least the worst prize for a finalist is an ipod shuffle.

Aiya nevermind la.
Go into the semi finals.
Kick everyone's ass.
Get into the finals.
Kick everyone's ass (maybe even on tv).
Bring the gigantic $10 000 cheque home.
Ok that's the plan.

Gotta wear a nice t-shirt for the camera tomorrow..

sorry my blog is getting rusty

2005-07-25T02:06:00.000+08:00

Tuiton? I realized that it isn't the amount of money I earn. It's about the way I control my spending. :) I mean I knew of this problem before, but i didn't know it was so.. jialat. No more cab fares, no more almost-daily ice-cream for me.

Still running some debts.. need to buy the $100 herpanacine thing (pills for the complexion).. need to get another supply of contact lens by the end of the month.. probably costing $100. Need to get an overdue present for jiayi and for my flatmate jun's coming birthday.

Tests. This term I guess I did better for my tests. I haven't gotten back my results but I guess that you know when you've aced one or failed one after doing it.

poa and dreamweaver? tsk tsk. chicken feet. (thanks baby for staying up to teach me dreamweaver)
macro and blaw.. urm.. can pass la.. (din study but luckily most of it were mcq)
wda? I'm happy with a double digit score.

Updates I can remember since the last blog..

I cut my hair short.. like botak short.
Mom's friends gave us some old sofa she didn't want.. so now I don't have to sit on the floor and watch tv.
Upgraded my handphone from a 8210 to a 3200 (I think it's that model).. no camera.. but as long as it is in colour is good enough. (mom exchanged with me.. i am so bad.. mom i love you)
2 new topman t-shirts, 1 new topman cap (for my cold head), 1 new topman sunglasses, 1 mickey mouse belt. :) Now I know where my money went to.. stupid gss.

Oh and just for fun, I just wana add this extra part here of things i want to buy soon..

a pair of sneakers
levis jeans
mahjong table and tiles

Some of you have probably had the good fortune of having someone special occupy your life at one point or another. And if you didn't, you don't know what you're missing. Hearing her voice every morning when I wake up, and saying sweet goodnights to her before sleeping, it's things like these that let you realize you're not alone in the world.

Tomorrow I'm waking up to a pretty girl with a cheesecake. How about you?
oh btw she just started wearing braces. LOL. pls dun kill me babe.

truth is I only belong to the girl with her arm around my neck.

im living in a dream.

2005-07-02T03:26:00.000+08:00

Here I am, sitting in front of my laptop at 3.30 am on a friday night. Although I'm dead tired cos I just came back from work a little while ago, I don't know why but I really like blogging an entry tonight.

Bear with me cos it's a thanksgiving entry, I realized that I've really been living the good life lately. Mom's found me a tuiton job for her friend paying $25 an hr.. I'm teaching english, science and math.. for those who doubt dudley the teacher.. just wana let u know i got a2 for english and a1 for math and science. I don't know why but when I came to poly I really slacked a lot.

If I give 3 hours of tuiton and work at the pub once a week, I'll be getting like $100+ extra leisure money and also have a lot of time to do my own things.

In a nutshell, thank you to the person up there for making my life what it is.
In a.. big.. shell..
I live in a nice house which is located near my school with a swimming pool and gymnasium downstairs.
I have a wonderful and pretty girlfriend who's really just.. how do i describe it.. she's filled up the empty gap in my life.. sounds cliche but it's true.
I'm gifted with relatively good looks. :) mostly drunk people at the pub tell me that.. hm..
I'm earning enough money to satisfy my wants. (mostly ice-cream and treating my gf to dinner and what not)
I've been gifted with intelligence and maturity, at least enough to laugh at the childish and stupid things childish and stupid people do.. e.g those anonymous people who tag rubbish on my blog.
I've been gifted with good friends. Few but enough. Thank you. You know who you are. so grammy-award-winner-ish.
A wonderful and pretty girlfriend.. oops.. said that already..

Tomorrow I gotta get up early to make my ATM card which was lost together with my wallet. Just got my outstanding part-time pay from my restaurant which was banked into my account. :) I'm gonna buy a few clothes and save the rest for a much talked-about holiday.. that's all for me today.

My entries are getting boring aren't they.. don't matter, viewership isn't important to me anymore.. if you don't like it shove it up ur ARSE. :)

Zz..

2005-06-30T02:54:00.000+08:00

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little girl playing art and craft

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protrait photo

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all pics edited with photoshop by none other then tan wanjun

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how i look like when im tanned

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cute anot. VeRy tHe sMalL aHbEnG n AhLiaN s+y|e Ne0 pR|n+ RiTe?

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pleasantville

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lala

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she forced me.. joking

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do i look like im wearing the black eye thing?

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my korean house mate

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like wat i tell my gf, edison's mom is my mom and daniel's dad is my dad.

it's good? it's good..

2005-06-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

Life is good.. :) I'm staying in a condo 10 minutes bus drive away from school.. with the regular swimming pool and gym facilities just downstairs. I have a pretty girlfriend who takes care of me and keeps me company (sounds so boyboy rite). My mother is back and she's willing to give me weekly allowance so that I can stop working and focus on other aspects in life like studying and maybe getting a cca (most likely thai boxing if any..)

Hm.. what did i do lately?

I went to some party at clarke quay 2 mondays ago I think.. got in for free.. sneaked past the bouncer when everyone was re-entering.. around 45 minutes later got bounced out for getting caught wearing a cap, I was told when I entered that caps are not allowed. Was a little pissed off, but nevermind la.. it was free anyway..

I went to watch Initial D yesterday, ya la.. shuai la.. all of them shuai la.. but for a non-media student, I realised that the way they shot the scenes.. the camera angles and stuff.. it was all very cool.. :) must be my mass com gf influencing me.. Of course I also enjoyed the drifting.. and the very very cool driving scenes.. the show's got my 5 stars.. (btw the most is 5 stars)..

Starting to learn how to do dreamweaver.. I've already learnt a thing or two.. so enjoy this video of me at kailin's house a few months ago. O ya, ending off with pics of my room.. very ikea-styled.. simple but cheap.. bo lui la.. forgive.

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wooden frame with mattress - $200

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chair - around $25

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table - around $50

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cupboard.. around $50.

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spot the things that you use too.

I'm moving house tonight.

2005-06-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

I'm finally moving tonight. :) I already got my furniture.. a small futon-style bed.. (those kind where the mattress is on a wooden thing on the floor), a table, a chair, a book shelf, and a bed-side table (which is actually a shoe rack).. n all of them are this colour (maybe I'll take a picture of it and post a pic of my simple room over here next time..)

When I move, i probably can't go online much, cos there isn't any internet connection there.. the only way is to 'steal' wireless from my neighbours.. :) I don't know what i'm gonna do most of the time at home.. prolly go exercise and.. study?

I gotta start packing my clothes and stuff now.. actually lazy to start.. so I'm sorta postponing it to after this blog.. then i got no more excuses left.. hai..

o ya.. lost my wallet again. I gotta do something about losing my things. Luckily I haven't made my IC and ezlink card since the last time I lost my wallet. Only gotta re-apply for my ATM card, my school card and get a new wallet.. laugh all u want.

Gonna search for some pizza recipes for tonight. :) mmMmm..
do u smell.. what the dud.. is cookin.

gd bye my neighbours..
thanks ben for the times I've crashed and surfed friendsters together.. for the jogs together.. for the suppers..
thanks kailin for allowing me to hear ur zen micro and playing with ur 1.3 megapixel camera phone during the journeys together.. for studying at ur house.. for entertaining me with ur princess-like lifestyle..
thanks to the bballers xiao4 and xiuhan.. although we din hung out much.. i'll miss u.. muax.

new condo here i come.

It's all about you..

2005-06-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

It's all about you.. it's all about you baby.. :)

Still haven't moved.. I thought it was so simple. All i had to do was move all my furniture from my old house in telok blangah to the new one.. or so i thought..

In the end I realized that the new room i was moving to was too small to have a queen-sized bed, cupboards, a chair and a table.. So this saturday I'm going to ikea with mommy and girlfriend to see what I can do.. I'm thinking of getting those kinda bed frames you can stand under the bed frame.. and you have to climb a ladder to get to the bed.. don't know whether you know what i'm talking about but i don't care whether you know la. I'm gonna buy all the cool stuff for my room.. i don't care..

Been working a lot this week.. monday tuesday thursday friday.. at least i'm gonna get $.

aiya stop here.. halfway.. no mood..

continue next time folks..

sayonara..

adios..

anyong..

laa kawn kap..

zhai zhian..

bye bye..

.

2005-06-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

I changed my status in friendster this morning from single to in a relationship.
Before changing it, only one person viewed my profile since last night.
After changing it till present moment, a whopping 26 ppl viewed my profile.
For a person with 152 ppl in his friendster account, it's quite a feat eh?
Must be the primary photo of me kissing her.
Let's see how many more no-life losers will come view my profile tomorrow.
Ironic, I just realized I'm the biggest no-life loser cos I'm doing this kinda shit.

I'm attached today, 8th June 2005. I've sold my soul to a girl. Things are gonna change. Gotta cut down looking at girls. Gonna spend a lil less time with friends. No more acting stupid with pretty acquaintances. Haiz. All for what? All for her. And guess what.. I don't mind..

good night singlehood.

good morning baby.

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the beginning

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cheese

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hard at work

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twinkle little stars

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cheers.

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wth

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contradicting

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what is she doing?

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jeremy (bbq organizer) and daniel wu

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magnificent background

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ah lian squatting

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eagle snake

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retarded

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sweet

dudfucious

2005-06-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

Is this how it should feel like? My worries seem so far away and sweet nothings surround me. Indecisiveness seem to prosper in this strange but gratifying field. It's been so long that I've almost forgotten how beautiful this feeling is. My strong pride seem to crumble in front of her, so much so that I have succumbed to be what you call a slave to his woman. Logic seems to evade me the more this sickness develops. 'Love is a madness' is the excuse I've used to comfort myself but to no avail. This feeling has engulfed me so much that I've protrayed my thoughts in a poetic literature-like style, very much the same style that my heart has started to beat to.

My dreams have changed. The vision of my success alone, is now accompanied by a feminine figure beside me. In my mind, the faceless wife who was to share my (tremendous) wealth and happiness, is starting to take the shape of an ever familiar face. A fairytale is in the making, and I love fairytales for they always end with the same implausible words; happily ever after.

But despite my sweet ramblings, I know I need to be consious throughout, once bitten twice shy should never be associated with love, but caution will still wander. Many obstacles have already been forseen, but the simple question remains;
am i WUJI enuf anot!?!?!

writer's personal note: fuck i'm good.

mom's back

2005-06-01T11:42:00.000+08:00

Mom's back.. and she brought with her a bottle of whiskey.. and she gave it to me.

blabla

2005-05-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

I love the band rooster. I want their cd album..

I also want the album by my chemical romance.

I want to get a cheap pair of levis jeans when my pay comes in a few days time.

I'm dying for an mp3player.. but i won't buy just any mp3player.. I'm cool.. I want the ipod or
the zen (gotta save for a few more mths.. hai. the cost of being so cool)

I need some stylo beach sunglasses. It's gonna be my first pair. Just started wearing contact lenses what.. can't blame me.

It sucks being broke. I hope my manager gives me my pay tomorrow.

I feel weak. Haven't exercised for like a week.

LIVERPOOL WON. lol.. i know i'm a little late la.. but I don't care la.. I still can't get over their spectacular win.. like a fairy tale ending.

ok that's it for the update on dudley's life.

HARBIN ICE WONDERLAND- I'm helping my 'friend' to promote this cool ice exhibition. They have ice statues of the merlion.. a life-sized ship and sports car.. the eiffel tower.. a buddha statue with four hands.. ice slides.. ice table and chairs.. ice elephant..

It's located 1 min walk from bugis.. you can see the place from macdonald's.. and it's $16 per head if i'm not wrong.. :)

-Went for the opening of the harbin ice wonderland thing.. together with my 'friend' and her friends and glen.. so here are some pics.. (there also some pics taken after the opening somewhere in a little place called town)

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my future mother-in-law

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expressionless girl.

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delicious girl on the right

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birthday girl on the right

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we are in an igloo.. i love that word.. igloo..

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may the force be with u

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i dont know y.. but this pic looks a little 'matrix'

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i want to bang sai that's y im squatting

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charlie's angels when they are not posing

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elephant in thai is 'chang'

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are u awed..

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asdfsdf

directionless

2005-05-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

I don't like leaving my feelings out for all the world to see but today's an exeption. Enjoy.

Back in the younger days, even though i slacked during training, I was proud of being the top few swimmers in singapore (for my age group la).
Later when I left acs(i) and quit swimming, I was put in charge of a few boys in a hostel called boystown. Although the boys under me were easier to control then most of the boys inside, it's still an achievement which I'm very proud of.
Now, it seems life is aimless again. I have no motivation to achieve anything. It used to be swimming, then it used to be Counterstrike (lol) then it was to be a good role model for the cute lil boys. I wanted to be a taxi driver once (I thought earning money while listening to music in a comfortable air-conditioned environment sounded like a good idea), I also wanted to be a chef and go to shatec (but i realized I'm too clever to enter a school where N-level failures could go to), then later I wanted to be an entreprenuer and set up my own business but I realized that there is no easy way to do it.. no money no honey.
Now? I don't know what I want. I don't even know what I like to do. In the words of a friend who said this a few years ago, "I have no identity"

I don't want to get used to my lifestyle and be contented. I am not satisfied with many things in my life. I'm looking for something and I don't know what it is. Will I go through life this way? Never appreciating what I am? I guess everyone feels the same way.. always feeling the need to be better.

I won't give up. :)

I know there will come a time one evening, when I'm sitting alone on my chair in my mansion, with my porshe sitting at my garage next to my lexus sports car, and my beautiful well fed wife sleeping upstairs, I'll be thinking to myself in the silence of the spacious (and very elegant) living room, "muahaha I'm a filthy rich bastard and I've got everything I've ever wanted so stop being lost and go upstairs and slp already la"

dreaming is but only the first step.. and the last destination - dudley duclos

life's beautiful

2005-05-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

Last few days have been a blast.. actually no handphone is alright also la.. I guess around 2 more weeks to go before I can get a phone line again?
But I know starting tomorrow onwards when school starts, I'm gonna probably start feeling the pinch of being uncontactable and being unable to contact others.. I can just imagine.. I'll need to waste a few hours after school cos I gotta go work in the evening.. Or it's my break in my new class and I got nobody to have lunch with.. stuff like that.. hai

IS. fuck IS. I don't know whether I've mentioned it here before but I got fucking stupid IS modules.. Overslept the morning.. and in the night it was so laggy.. and I made the mistake of deciding to wait for it to load.. till 40 minutes later when I refreshed and found that all the good IS modules were gone. hai.
Jason told me that storytelling was alright and that he was joining that IS class.. so in the end I decided to choose that one.. (the other one is e-games designing) but in the end I found out he changed to another IS together with his gf.. bastard.

I wanted to choose french class (ever since that french customer at the restaurant said 'au revoir monsieur duclos') and probably pop culture.. haiz.. the more i think abt it the more pissed off i am..
NEVERMIND. I'll just endure the 4 hours of torture every week for 1 sem? 2 sems? dun matter.. the next time I'm waking up half an hr before the allocated time to choose the modules or watever.

School starting tomorrow. New sem resolutions?

try to keep up with what the teacher is saying and not be blur in every class.
do my homework myself
at least one hour of self study a week
pass all modules

New sem resolutions that have nothing to do with school stuff-

start being punctual for every appointment
spend money on necessary stuff and not cab fares and snacks

I know I probably won't be able to fulfill every resolution, but I will definitely try.

New girl in my life. Felt more for her then for most girls the past 2 years. And it's only been less then a month and only 3 meetings. See how it goes. Maybe she's the one I'll be with for a looong time? Maybe it won't even last thru the week? I don't know.

au revoir

dilemma

2005-05-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

:) Went out with a long time good ol fren who i haven met for quite awhile. :) she wanted to buy me a belated birthday present.. so we ended up spending most of the day walking around suntec and town she got me this white polo-tee that I really like from samuel & kevin. Afterdat we carried on to my favourite ice-cream place for black sesame ice-cream for me.. and rum & raisin for her. Delicious.
thanks jiayi for the present.

Tonight is really taking a toll on my brain cells. Thinking too much.. too many decisions to make.. :) I spent too much cash during the beginning of this month on shopping and eating and stuff.. now I'm not sure whether I'll have enough of last month's pay to last me to the end of the month.. I really gotta do something abt my spending problem.

So what are the steps I can take to solve this problem?

Wait and hope that mom comes back soon like she said and get financial assistance.
Stop spending money and only spend on necessities.
Go back to the pub to work and get quick money.

However.. it's just not nice to take cash from my mom the moment she comes back from a 6 month break (noble eh).. not to mention that if she doesn't come back next week, I'm in deep shit..

So i've decided to only spend on necessities and go back to the pub to work (hope my boss will take me back even though i rejected him quite a few times)..

No choice la, I blame myself for my stupid habit of overspending. Got $10 must spend 9. Got $1000 must spend 900. fucked up.

prob gonna work this fri night at the pub.. hai..

good night

lala

2005-05-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Actually got nothing much to talk.. I just felt bored after work.. no hp to call ppl also.. so i wana spend a few minutes on my blog then i'll go watch tv and exercise or something. :)

More Updates:

Haven't been smoking for a long time.. I can actually feel myself unaddicted (if there's such a word.) Lately I haven't experienced a hunger for inhaling tar, nicotine and tobacco. :)

Went for my first casting last week, rushed down in a cab and they took a few pictures of me and then it's over. Don't think I got it la, but at least i got the experience. :)

Getting more used to contact lens I guess. I'm wearing them like 5 out of 7 days for like 8 hours a day..

School is starting soon.. gotta start preparing..

I'm sort of changing my style.. I realized that as i grow older, my clothes get less and less baggy. Now I'm like wearing straight cut fitting jeans and body hugging t-shirts.. and the best thing is that they look nice on me (this statement is based on other's opinions).

My friend in hospital.. he's getting better. He can talk and communicate although he cant move his body. Visited him today, he said that maybe he won't be able to walk.. but I refuse to believe it la..
Maybe he wants to gei siao and say he might not be able to walk and all that.. so that when he finally walks we will think it's some miraculous achievement or something.. hehe.. no la.. jokin.

Things at home seem to be getting better? Maybe it's cos i'm rarely at home? I don't know. My dad seems to have started reading books. At least that's better then watching tv and playing internet almost the whole day. He seems to have quietened down.. I think he's reading my sister's da vinci code or something.. lol.

My sim card won't be able to arrive soon.. maybe even next month, cos my sister has to pay her $300 bill. When my subscription ends I'm gonna open a new account under my name if I can. So that this sorta thing won't happen again.

My aunt told me that my mom should be back before the 20th of may. I'm not sure how true that is.. actually I miss her soo much.. but I know that when she comes back she'll probably suffer hell from paying all the outstanding bills and the family problems.. I guess it's alright if she doesn't come back so soon.

Getting a portfolio soon.. the guy is chasin me for an appointment.. but I don't think this week can la.. i already planned everything out sui sui (nice nice).. i'm either busy with work the whole day.. or busy with the upcoming school camp where i'm going as a helping-outer.. or busy going on a very important date with an important someone.. hehehe... when the portfolio is done i try to post here for all my female fans k.. wohooo..
start throwing ur undies at me ladies.

I met someone new.. better then most of the potential prospects lately. I hope she's the one.

That's all folks. :)

frustration

2005-05-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

I lost my fucking handphone. FUCK LA

I was in a cab with colleagues who stayed in the same area and we were going back home.
I dropped off with a neighbour, with one of my colleagues still in the cab.
I actually realised my handphone was not with me like 5 seconds after i closed the cab door.
And it actually had to U-turn past me.
I didn't run to stop it cos I thought I can just call the colleague who was still in the cab or just call my handphone to make it ring so the driver can come back.
Suddenly I realised the neighbour friend I dropped off with didn't have his handphone. He so happened to have forgotten to bring it to work today.
And then later when we ran all the way to his house, he realised he didn't have that oh-so-important colleague's handphone number.
I realised that the handphone that was at the back of the cab (most probably on the floor), was on vibration.
After multiple calls to my handphone with nobody answering, my neighbour/colleague/potential saviour called another staff to get that oh-so-important colleague's number .
Too late. She left the cab.
It was a rainy saturday night and comfort cab operators are too fucking busy to entertain my call.. 'our operators are busy at the moment.." fuck all u stupid clubbers hogging the line.
After all this, approximately 15 min after time of incident, I called my handphone again.. guess what.. it was engaged.
I cancelled my line.
Found out I can't get my SIM card unless I pay this month's outstanding bill of $400+. My mom opened my sisters and my account therefore the bill reflects all three of our bills sum up together.
The problem is whether my sister can pay her bill of $280+ quickly.

Saturday the 14th? Friday the 13th was late.

Anythin email me.

2005-05-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

1st of many pics taken on my birthday. cool and shuai pic.

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2nd pic.. retarded pic.

2005-05-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

First ITEM. actually i've quit smoking for a few days already.. but.. small pack cost less then SGD$2.. so.. just close one eye till this pack finishes ok?

2005-05-02T01:01:00.001+08:00

gorgio armani leather bag - SGD$25

2005-05-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

lazy to learn how to turn pic.. dunhill cologne - SGD$5.. doesn't matter if it isn't original.. the smell is sexy..

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Small levis wallet - supposed to be SGD$15 but got it free

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Big retro specs with lens - SGD$65

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Quiksilver board shorts - SGD$30

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no brand nice pic black t-shirt - SGD$20

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energie jeans - SGD$20

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this is a close up of the tag on my ENERGIE jeans.

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last of my stuff.. red converse shoes - SGD$44

2005-05-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

cool pic wif all my new bday gifts to myself.

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act model but look like pathetic roadside seller

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gay pic

2005-05-02T00:49:00.001+08:00

is dis called a smirk

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muacks

2005-05-02T00:45:00.000+08:00

big eyes

Happy labour day holiday

2005-05-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

Like all my new stuff? Went to jb on my birthday with glen and his girlfriend. Just got my 1 month pay and decided to go on a shopping spreee. :)

Go through briefly the stuff worth mentioning la.. posted so many pics already.. so i guess don't need to type so much for this entry.

Went JB.. got a cheap spectacles frame from those cheapskate push-cart stalls at the shopping mall.. I also got my cute levis wallet from there (I lost my wallet last week remember so needed to get a new one). Actually I thought I paid the guy, and the guy also thought I paid him, so i ended up walking away with 2 free stuff.
Later I thought it'd be a cool idea to put proper lenses on the really big fake spectacles frame i got, so I got the lenses at $65.
Went walking and shopping someor.. got converse sneakers.. a new t-shirt.. a pair of jeans i really like (I'm still wearing it while typing this down)..
I bought a new bag.. I needed to replace my recently broken brown sling bag.. (which btw only got negative comments all the while I was using it) Actually come to think of it.. I didn't buy it.. glen and gwen bought it for me as a present.. thanks for giving me an enjoyable birthday glwen.

Bought a small pack of cigerettes.. it's so damn bloody cheap.. couldn't tahan la.. anyway it was my birthday.. so should enjoy right? Btw I wana remind people that I haven been smoking the past week already (except for a few sticks which have been offered to me only.. hehe)

Yep, that's it for my pleasant birthday. Nothin extravagant or supremely interesting. :)

Today. The big spectacles was killin me.. I felt so awkward wearing it to work.. kept being paranoid that I'm wearing a cheapskate frame and it's gonna make my eyes worse.. like blind or smth. So anyway I went to buy the new acuview (can't be bothered to find the correct spelling) advanced. Actually to people who don't know.. I like to wear contact lenses.. but then I got dry eyes.. so can't wear. So anyway I took a chance and hoped that the new "longer lasting.. fresher feeling.. blabla" lenses would work for me.
Half an hour after putting them on, this guy came up to me at Raffles City and asked me to be his model. So shiok.. finally kena spotted. :) Aiya I know la.. I got quite a few gal friends who got asked before.. and I know that this guy might just be one of those "be my model and give me money" type.. but it's my first time being asked la.. so I don't care.
(btw the lenses aren't that bad.. it's already lasted me almost 8 hours.. way past my 4 hr limit.. but still a little.. uncomfortable)

Today (monday) is the first of my 4 days break.. now that I've changed to part-time at the restaurant I got a lot of free time.. but I plan to start exercising and dating and watching all my favourite tv shows that i've missed. :)

Aiyo, I said it's gonna be a short entry but got carried away.. ok that's all.

ra tri sawatdee
(good night in thai)

2005-05-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

2005-04-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

it's really the lighting la.. since i started working full time din have time to train. That's xiao4 beside me. We are in the restaurant changing room wearing our uniform. btw i dunno y i look like i got mucus dripping from my nose.

long past few days

2005-04-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

Cant find another pic of kirstin kreuk la.. actually had one.. den i edited it a little.. and den later realised i can't post it. Now lazy to get another one la.

Here are the latest happenings worth mentioning here

lost my wallet 2 nights ago.. was talkin on the phone under my block for a little while.. den i left it on the stupid bench.. luckily.. no money inside.. but impt stuff lost are my IC, my just-$10-topped-up EZ link card, my very-troublesome-to-replace sch identification card, my currently-$1-in-account ATM card, and last but not least.. my 1-more-stamp-to-go-to-get-free-sandwich subway card..

Nobody likes the indian assistant manager at my workplace who just knows how to shoot his mouth off at people.. sometimes I'm afraid I'll explode on him.. but I gotta keep my cool and find ways to hurt him.. muahaha.. that way I hurt him more without suffering collatoral damage to myself.

My thai vocab is expanding steadily due to the patience of the ever so friendly thai chefs. Perverted=La Mook, Vagina=Hum :)

Daddy just gave my $50. I can heive a sigh of relief now that I know that I have enough cash to last me till my monthly payday. This month was exceptionally difficult as I changed from my part-time-weekly-pay pub job to this current one.

Lately been quarreling with close friends more.. not really quarreling la.. more like being disappointed by them.. which is worse.

Ok la gotta stop.. gotta go bathe now and get ready to slp.. tired.

I just gotta say this before I go, the weather is horrible..

enjoy the first ever pic of my body that I've let the public see. shy la.

bye.